Its been quite sometimes that we didn't meet. Well for me, the last November is a catastrophic success to me on that month. *sigh* Lets just not talk about last November and begin with this November.
Well it is a special month.
The Final Semester Result
- Remember my last post yang Kid cakap Kid sbenarnya tak pergi pon practical but the college thought that im on my industrial training for 5 month? *sambil angkat-angkat kening*
- Okay Kid went to college and guess what? My final semester result is 3.33. Ohsemmm!
- So i'd managed to tipu my lecturer (padan muka kau lecturer gemok sebab gadoh dengan aku) and Kid finally succeed to finished my Diploma in Culinary Art! *dengan bangga dan bergaya*
- At this point, Kid bukan nak membangga or mengecil-ngecilkan (mungkin sekecil kuman di darat) tidak sesekali terlintas nawaitu untuk memburukkan sape-sape.
- Tapi, disebabkan before this Kid had been through such a rough nervous breakdown and most of the people around me and SOME people tried to reach my highest boiling point with their stupid sarcasm and said that because of Kid had changed after Kid had broke up and due to Kid spirits that's lost somewhere over the rainbow (okay ni tak kelaka tapi Kid nak korang paham yang memang Kid hilang semangat) *metafora aku memang fak gile kan*
- They'd assumed that Kid will not make it or will get through my life as a student and have the thought like Kid will never receive that diploma. Not only that, ramai yang berpendapat yang Kid akan berhenti dari college.
- Well guys, Kid dah pon prove to all of that people yang sangat suka UNDERESTIMATE other person. (kau pon bukannya bagos sangat sebab kau actually takde keje and menjatuhkan org laen tu kan hobby kau)
- Maybe korang akan kata, "alah die tu lulus sebab naseb je college dia tak tau yang die tak pergi practical! " Kepada org-org yang beranggapan begini please read carefully my statement below. *fefeeling sangat nak buat-buat statement kan*
- What i'd been through for the past TWO years and all along that FIVE month practical that i cant proceed is more TOUGHER and HARDER than u guys can imagined if u wanna compared to the practical session that all my batch went to.
- It is SUFFOCATING. Im not made up this story cause i know u guys wont believe what i'd said. (depends on u guys bcos everybody have their own thoughts) And this is NOT FUN!
- Well said and proven, im thankful that God still love me. Why i said so? Because only He can feel, hear, see, help and so much more than we can imagine. Alhamdulillah.
- Maybe Kid did pass through this diploma because He knew me well and the only ONE that understood what i felt and why i'd changed.
- "Bila Tuhan turunkan hujan yang tak henti-henti, dengan guruh berdentum dan kilat sabung menyabung, kita manusia tertanya-tanya, mana agaknya pergi matahari? Rupa-rupanya Tuhan gantikan dengan pelangi.."
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| Nov ; examination result yg menakotkan |
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| Nov ; sempoi amek result pakai shorts |
The Challenging November Obstacles
- Well Kid bukan nak deny sesetengah kritikan daripada mereka-mereka yang berpendapat macam-macam dekat Kid (moga Tuhan ampunkan dosa korang) tapi tak eloklah and Kid tau korang maybe fed up sebab Kid is still in love with the same person for the past TWO years weyh! (bukan nak cakap yg Kid ni memang loyal ke ape tapi inilah kenyataan) *ngomong sama tangan jika enggak puas hati*
- Rindu? ape ittew? HAHAHA orang gila pon tau rindu tu ape takkan lah korang yang muda remaja ni tak tau. *rolling eyes mampu* Missing that person is the thing that make me stronger to get through each day with full of hopes that we will be in love again. (sekarang sila nyanyi lagu 'I Still Believe' by Mariah Carey untuk mendapat mood yang tepat bagi post ini)
- As we know, kesabaran is the key to every single thing and its the main key to unlock all of our question. Kid banya belajar apa itu sabar and how to implied towards myself so that i'll be a better person and wishing that one day it will unlock all te question that have been playing in my mind for the past two years. (kemain lagi aku bertazkirah dan yg plg best korang dapat pahala sebab baca seuntai kata untuk dirasa yang Kid sendiri pon tak tau dari mane dtg idea ni) *fefeling lindungan Kaabah*
- Im much more wiser and matured compared to last two years and i guess, Kid nowadays had changed and became a person that's actually kinda 'his type'. Its not the way that i chose to be, i meant kita semua memang boleh buat pilihan but in this case, i guess this change is for good. (ha'ah yeye je aku menulis and korang pon bace je ape yg aku tulis)
- LESS is MORE isn't it. Even ape yg Kid post probably dia takkan baca or probably memang Kid dah hilang followers or readers yang macam dulu (masa tu memang readers suke sangat message through fb mintak Kid update about Kid, dia dan yang lain-lain) and now Kid write things down to EXPRESS not to IMPRESS anyone. *muka marah menunjukkan penegasan*
- Kid pon taknak bende yang sebelom ni jadik lagi. Misunderstanding about my blog and i'd deleted my old blog just to ensure that person Kid rather sacrifice that blog than losing that person.
- So start from now onward, i hope that all of my post will not make anyone feel like im embarrassing them or menjatuhkan mereka mahupun mengutuk. (mintak maaf sape yg terasa or memang patot terasa EH)
- 16th of November dah pon berjaya Kid went through. *pheww lap peloh kat dahi ni* Pray for me that i'll get through this upcoming 25th November better than 16th November. Amin. (rindu nak hug you ketat-ketat :| ) *malu sebab rindu so nyorokkan muka belakang teddy bear*
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| Nov ; nampak je no. 16 mesti nak amek gamba |
Tata sume.
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